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Kenneth Choi’s SUCH A GOOD ACTOR
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DO SOMETHING BABE SAY SOMETHING
SAY SOMETHING
LOSE SOMETHING BABY RISK SOMETHING
YOURE LOSING ME
CHOOSE SOMETHING BABE I GOT NOTHING GOT NOTHING TO BELIEVE 
UNLESS YOURE CHOOSING ME
#STOP#YOURE LOSING ME#UGGGGGGFFGH#BREAK MY HEART WHY DONT YOU#.#my face was gray but you wouldn’t admit we were sick#you don’t know what you got till it’s gone#stop you’re losing me
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From sass to pain in a single post.
KINNPORSCHE (2022) EP. 1 ➞ EP. 14
#FUCKING DEVASTATING#kinnporsche the series#kinnporsche + text post#porsche kittisawasd#break my heart why dont you
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People who wonder why Jack is so sensitive about Joke’s constant theft to get his way, even if it is for Jack, forget that one of the main prejudices against economically struggling classes of people is that those from privileged classes look at them with suspicion of crimes like theft literally chronically.
And Jack is the kind of person who is extra hard on himself because of the things he doesn’t have and he wants to escape this ‘othering’, this dehumanization of sorts, by using with what he has— his skills and knowledge, i.e. socially acceptable means.
This aversion to theft is seen even in Tattoo’s mother when she chastises her son for stealing from Boss despite how much they are literally suffering because of him. To escape prejudice against poor people being inherent thieves, they have to be ten times better than the average person, can't be immoral the same way the rich are, or else their suffering magically becomes "deserved" because they're not "good poor people."
YET, the complexity of this othering is so deep that even wanting to be self-reliant is frowned upon, as you see when Joke’s Dad criticizes Jack for being ‘poor but proud’ to want to give his grandmother the best medical treatment.
The reality is, the source of this ‘pride’/self-reliance, is literally… never having anyone who will help you out of your situations. Boss helping his grandmother with medicine was literally a scheme to use her to control Jack. And help for the hospital bills came at the price of his life and identity in the hands of Boss.
The first time Jack got help for his dream was from Joke and it ended in the shattering of his hopes due to betrayal and being almost involved in theft— of all things.
Jack is the amalgamation, of all these expectations from others and from himself. He is simultaneously inclined to be the perfect ‘victim’ and the saviour who, having lost his own childhood, wants to give all the things he never had to the children. It is going to be a chance for them and a second chance for himself. He formed this idea when he too was just a baby.
#its just so interesting to dissect characters who Dont have a lot of information handed to you directly#i just think to ask jack to accept theft is... strange no matter what#why do you think jack and joker heavily deals with theft and poverty? please think a little more#lot of people pissed me off because yinwar were actually very clear that romance will not be their only or primary focus#This is a social commentary on the way circumstances can make or break people as well as their emotional relationships with others#it is so ironic that people ignoring everything about jacks perspectives because they're all direct social commentaries#you cant analyse jack without analysing the prevalent privileges that You may have but a person like jack may not#which will inevitably effecr everything about him#anyways#jack and joker you steal my heart#jack and joker#i will write about my wife joke too because he too is a victim of prejudice but a veey different one that is once again#overlooked because of other things which is also fair
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OC OTP. Just a prince (Ego, the ginger) and his wonderful energy alien fiance (Serenity) who he doesn't know is an energy alien. Ego also doesn't know that the future marriage is never going to happen and he's been lied to his whole life.
#my characters#mentioned them to a buddy recently and was like well dang that means i gotta draw them again ig#i love them so much and they have so many AUs#which is actually why i started to mention them LMAO#they reblogged a post from me and were like oh oh new au just dropped#and i was like haha funny thing - that post was reblogged bc it reminded me of an au i had for ego and serenity#and they were like wait you gotta spill the deets now#aaaaanyway serenity is an energy alien and his race doesnt really have a physical form usually!#but he has the ability to form a shell in a sense to look like a body and he begs his alien king#to let him remain on earth until his power is too weak to hold a human form#bc he is so in love with the lie (that HE knows is a lie) of being married to ego and wants to hold onto it as long as possible#while ego is just vibing in his own kingdom unable to leave the castle#bc his dad knows if he mentions his fiance - serenity whomst he thinks is another prince - no one will know who it is#so to shelter the lie ego is unable to travel#and so one of his favorite things when serenity visits is to ask him to tell about other places#and at first ego is a brat and says hed rather be exiled than have to marry another prince#but he does over time fall in love and feels super happy being around serenity while breaking serenitys heart#bc he knows it wont last rip#and eventually serenity does use up all of his power and cant hold a physical form anymore#and so he goes home to his alien life#but ego demands to visit him and does and then is like oh well if you dont have a human form then just visit me like this!#and so serenity tries his best to rebuilt energy so that one day he can visit as a human again#and he does the end
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#not dislike. its hate#it made me cry several times today#thinking of how my classmates manipulate our teachers#and chatgpt AIs can EVERYTHING#its so painful to think of it#today I broke down in the bus and cried#idc what people think. hiding my feelings any longer would destroy me from the inside#maybe youve also seen how people use freakin AIs in their exams#the thing is that:#we wrote an exam for which Ive studies for like 2 whole days#this week we finally got the exams back (w the grades ofc)#and ok Ive got a 3 (C in America syste#*m)#my friends who used chatgpt throughout the exam got way better grades (I didnt expect it otherwise)#PLUS#the most provocating messages from the teacher:#“10/10 POINTS :)” “YOURE ROCKING THIS” “YEAH”#💔#seriously#this breaks my heart#dont the teacher see something suspect in the exam?!#why cant they open their eyes and get modernized to reality.#& they KNOW- the students Im talking of. they usally have bad results.#once our teacher came to a chatgpt student and said the most miserable thing:#“youve been using duolingo a lot lately hm? thats where your nice grades come from 😉🥰”#you get it?#no- this peoson didnt learn.#no- this person isnt even interested in the stuff we learn in lessons#AWFUL feeling to hear the praisings of da teachers when *I* gotta sit among the gpt-students and look like Im a worse student than *them*#[writing this at almost 1 at night] still have some tears. this topic really has the power to destroy someones day. 💔💔
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“The term of 'almost deer' is really fitting, not but quite accurate. It was like a deer that someone who had never seen a deer drew, but only after someone else described it to them.” - u/Ampersand_Dotsys
Doodles
#deer but not in a cute or innocent way#in the way that he shows up at the worst times and places#runs away when you approach him#will look you dead in the eye before breaking your windshield#fungus.doodle#fungus.draw#fae oc#fungus.oc#vincenzo maria fontana#crux hertz#but tiny#oc.seth#oc.silver#theyre both my sillies#anyways sorry for spamming reanimated heart is my current hyperfixation (alongside dol)#reanimated heart#tw wound#tw mild blood#maybe#“that guy is not fucking human” - anyone whos seen silver#silver is the white haired guy seth is my main mc#silver is more of an oc than a persona though so yea#silvers not their actual name btw they dont share that shit (their name)#why do i write more in the tags than i do in fucking emails n shit#anyways i love cryptids and fae and mythical creatures they r so cool 2 me#average conversation between seth and vincenzo be like “pensi che-” “sta' zitto.”#idk how to shade multiply and divide layers are my best friends now#also holy shit cuddles ig#my breaks over fuck
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the world is so cruel and people have so little compassion for others who r suffering differently than them it genuinely makes me cry
#i just cant even imagine it i cant imagine seeing someone suffering and wanting to hurt them more#esp w recent political shit i just idk i cant imagine living like that and not for one second thinking about why someone might immigrate-#illegally or transition or ANYTHING. JUST ANY HUMAN ACT THAT IS DIFFERENT#on reddit (first mistake) commented smth on a thread abt substance abuse and this person got very angry and started calling me all this#horrible shit and saying 'you think you can say whatever you want just because you're on the Internet' when all i said was be kind#being told to have compassion for addicts is seen as a personal attack like its so bad#ik i dont even fall into the same category of 'druggie' or 'junkie' that most of these people mean bc im living a functional life but it#still breaks my heart because its#just so cruel. its so cruel that people see others suffering on the street literally homeless and think they need to be shamed even more#warlock wartalks
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The melody that bubbled on the inside of her mouth was interrupted when he moved away, causing her to release her grip on him. She had known ever since she had met him at grief counseling but to actually see it broke her heart in ways she could never have imagined and yet her heart burned for him at the same time. If she could take this pain from him, she would. If only it was that easy. She gently placed her hand against his cheek, gently applying pressure to raise his head once more. She never wanted him to hide his face from her, even when it was stained with tears and he wouldn't be able to hide his sorrow. She loved that face more than anything. "You never have to be sorry with me, Travis." She told him, stroking her thumb across his cheek. She watched him for a while, not requiring him to say anything if he found solace in the silence. "I stocked your pantry and your fridge." Liliana began telling him why she had come, her way of taking care of someone while she moved her hand from his cheek and instead up to his head where she brushed back his hair. "I know you want to be alone, but if you decide you want the company, I'm yours.. Okay? We don't have to talk about anything." @travisjackson
He swayed with her as she began to hum and held her close. He could feel himself being pulled out of his head and could think more clear. He could feel himself hating that Liliana was seeing him like this. He didn't want her to. He didn't want anyone to. Even if he liked the feeling of someone holding him while he was, it didn't match the desire to not be a burden on anyone for him showing how he was feeling. After a few more minutes of just being held by her, he moved back slower and hung his head. "I... I'm sorry." Travis's voice felt so foreign to him at the moment. It felt like he wasn't actually talking, but hearing his voice anyways. The thought of it made him unsure of what else to say so he sat there in the quiet. @lilianaxalonso
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Lines that somehow single-handedly kinda broke my heart:
"Thank you."
"Never thank me for that."
#Dain Aetos#Violet Sorrengail#Violet Sorrengail quotes#Dain Aetos quotes#Iron Flame#Iron Flame quotes#Rebecca Yarros#Chapter 44#no spoilers please#quote spoilers without spoiling#iykyk#first read along with me#reading reacts#break my heart#spoonies understand#legit I’ve lived this#idk there’s just a lot in this scene#the fact he knows exactly what she means the way he just grabs her the way she did everything she could and still is blamed#though the griffin grabbed the rider first not her and she literally couldn’t move and she tried and the love and heartbreak in Dain at that#the like guilt response pain relief thank you and the horror heartache of her even saying that or owing him or any part of it#plus the chaos of the scene and almost humor in her being like ITS NOT THAT BIG A DEAL DO IT cause been there too idk it just got me#ALSO RIDOC DONT YOU DARE DIE ON ME#the next lines too but they get their own posts#and Cibbe broke my heart btw#and YES AND THATS WHY I LOVE HIM#OK POWER QUEEN#He wields the older brother disapproving stare like the professional he is. but also Brennan Ridoc best not die bro#and it was a brilliant idea Vi#How did you know you could kill them like that? I didn't.
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smth kinda fucked up about watching doumeki go from whole assedly making life or death decisions for watanuki as a desperate but firm love language every other tuesday to fucking sitting in quiet anguish with a pained look on his face with his eyebrows fucking tweaking out, still able to make life or death protective decisions sometimes but being fucking paralysed with indecision most times that don't involve immediate physical actions to the point it's clearly ripping his head and heart in two even if he still retains that refusal to give up
#seeing love grant him the strength to make drastic actions but also to freeze him in a stasis that actively hurts every bone in his body is#iDKKKK IDK IDK IDK#my complicated thoughts abt rou strike again#i rly like the intricacies to which stuff stays the same and stuff plunges into tragic monotony and hurt#although some things about the ending/continuation are pure ass and clamp being dumb for no reason#the real complicated part is that i mostly love how well characterised and visceral the hurt of the angst is#but that i wish there was an inproving end point because of the love for the characters and moral of 70 percent of the story#you want these characters to go through it and then to come to happier places or reconvene somehow but#well#ive explained this conundrum 500 times before#but this is one of those specific cases where i have to say that the expression work in holic is so fucking singular#that even when they dont or barely speak you can fucking read everyones eyes like a book#its why i hesitate to call douwata subtext#it doesnt rly make sense cause the feelings involved are so obvious as they are with everything else in the series#the expression work is both rly good for understanding the story in a way that doesn't just focus on good art or speech bubbles#but also it means you can actively see a characters heart shatter into tiny sharp abrasive pieces in real time#it's beautiful and horrific and aaaa#when shit goes quiet and doumeki leaves the room and just breaks tf down and we basically see him all but fucking crying#god.
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it drives me insane that every issue in this show could be solved by the protags just FUCKING COMMUNICATING!!!!!!!! TALK TO EACH OTHER LIKE ADULTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~i dont support vivziepop or her shows + this art/redesign is from my rewrite~
unblurred version under the cut
pssst if youre reading this you should check out my hh/hb critical/general reblog blog over at @fizzbot ‼
#Helluva Boss#Helluva Boss Redesigns#Helluva Boss Critical#Blitzo#blitzø#Blitz#Stolas Goetia#Stolitz#I GUESS. i fucking hate canon stolas/stolitz fr#BLITKER SWEEP they shouldve been canon. fuck you stolas and your dumbass sex contract. i hope he explodes#manifesting they break up next ep 🙏#i made blitz geen. cause hes from envy. in my heart#im not the first to have the 'imps colorcoded to their rings' idea but every other one ive seen#puts blitz in 'pride' ??? ive seen lust too whuch makes a little more sense#but like. his whole fucking arc is that hes a jealous bitch. also WHY IS GREED THE GREEN RING IN CANON?#my blitz is literally 'green with envy'.#anyway. sorry mutuals for posting another viv**ziepop show piece. it might happen again#im kind of super hyperfixated on '''fixing''' these series atm#Rainbow Dash#for the little horsey on his mirror :3c#oh i also gave blitz hair. controversial ik#i dont care that hes bald. its ugly and a stupid design chocie objectively#cloudysarts
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Do you think Vi and Minnie were still dating when Minnie and Sophie got captured or do you think things were going awry and they broke up before the twins got captured?
they were definitely still dating i dont think we have any reason to believe they werent? like im p sure all evidence points to dating. but i definitely think their relationship was awry at that point, and they were just in a weird middle zone, at least on minnies side. minnie definitely had her frustrations if her words to vi in the woods are anything to go by, and i think violet also not having a response to it and instead just retreating says something about her/their relationship
i do think violet loved minnie and just wanted to make her happy (even if in doing so gave herself the "short end of the stick" in the relationship), and violet seeing minnie as the fish i think says a lot about how positively she viewed her (and i think her getting so flustered at clem saying shes the fish is because those are secretly traits she aspires to, but has yet to recognize in herself). i think minnies behavior towards a kidnapped violet shows us she still cares about her too even if things werent perfect. so if minnie had never been kidnapped, i dont think they wouldve ever actually split up, even if the relationship was turbulent.
what Really causes them to split is the change in the person minnie has become. violet (grief stricken and blaming herself), does not recognize this person, and doesnt like who she sees. someone who would rather hurt the people they supposedly care about to save themselves. unfortunately a kidnapped violet learns this lesson too late
#anyway i dont think vi could have ever reached her full potential if she had stayed in a relationship with minnie#i dont think either of them were getting true fulfillment out of that relationship. for whatever reasons#but also they were best friends and cared about each other enough to Not split up before minnie “died”#ITS COMPLICATED but thats what makes it compelling!!#regardless vi DOES fall in love with clem. which makes it even More compelling. and messy 😏 i love mess#UGH theres too much to talk about when it comes to the relationships between these 3 and i think ive already done it before anyway#its unfortunate we have to guess so much about their relationship pre S4. but i think we know enough. its not that important anyway#whats important is that vi Needs to move on. and watching her character struggle with that (while also falling in love again) is compelling#(and why her shooting minnie to save clem is so satisfying (and shocking))(and why it hurts so much to break kidnapped violets heart 😭)#violet my beloved theyll never make me hate you#twdg#vinerva#replies with lexi#incognito
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@ap-pren-tice: The vibes are not Fukuzawa approved
#i stg he's murdered someone. he has to have had. junichiro unhinged murderous b-plot lmfao#the 'dazai shooting aku in the face' vibes are through the roof. the 'ill jump you and steal your shit dont test me'#the interrogative 'hey where's my sister tell me or I'll break your legs' vibes#bestie babey smol uwu child of my heart why are you so SINISTER WHAT IS HAPPENING
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..i might have to become an asshole and start asking people to pay for at least shipping on the bracelets going forward ough
#my bank account isnt looking great. and i still need to buy more stamps and padded envelopes for bigger sets#i hate charging money for something im making for fun and offering out of the kindness of my heart but thems the breaks#unfortunately living is expensive and so is sending stuff overseas ough#alternatively i just gotta wait until my bank account is steady enough so i dont have to ask for payment. which might take months#life is fucking fun just kill me why dont you#i cant even make anything new rn really i ran out of more letters and im just. ugh#fuck#night is an absolute mess on main
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#gamers dont you love it when a friend breaks your heart#smashes every olive branch you extend toward them#accuses you of being the asshole when you fall apart about it#acts like they are sorry#and then just fully ghosts you 100%?#i am so fucking tempted to just give up man.#every time i meet someone and im like#''oh wait they seem normal? not hyperindividualistic? like someone who will like me always not just when im happy?''#''someone who wants to be my FRIEND not just a person in a discord call with me??''#and then i spread myself so fucking thin investing energy into the friendship#(which this person admitted wasn't even ENOUGH like i am SO EXHAUSTED from traumatic abandonment#and losing friends suddenly#that even me working at my MAXIMUM CAPACITY makes people feel like i don't like them)#every fucking time.#nothing turns out different. no matter how much work i put into it#the SECOND a person has the chance to abandon me. they will.#i am just sitting here with two forces inside of me#one who never wants to give up on love and friendship#and another who is so tired#i wish i could just be exhausted and burnt out#and someone or several someones. would love me anyways. love me enough that EVENTUALLY#i will grow my heart back#and i can love them threefold for all the love they showed me#but no one wants me even when i do have the energy to be a good friend so why the fuck would anyone want me like this#dude i am so sad i wasn't meant to live like this i was meant to make friends. close friends.#i just keep re-reading our last conversation before he ghosted me. maybe if i read it enough i can change the ending
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